My heart is racing; It keeps me up at night.
How can my heart ache so badly with so many fears? I’ve never wanted anything this badly.
I look into the mirror and I take a deep breath.
It wasn’t something bad that triggered this panic; oh in fact, it was like a gentle reminder from God himself. That is why I tremble in fear.
I know my calling and I know the tough road ahead.
In dreams and visions I see and feel the turmoil and hardship to come. I feel it in my dreams and it channels constant fear through my veins when I’m awake.
I fear, yet fear not.
He plans the best for me and I will take whatever he plans for me.
He watches over me.