So today I actually dressed up, which is extremely rare! My friends usually complain about how I could wear sloppy wear to hang out with friends 🙂 After I dressed up, I realised I could not share it with my friends and that really bummed me out…
Which is bad in my opinion.
I wanted to have a healthy relationship with appearance and having a solid and steady development loving myself.
After a while, I realised that I felt great regardless! Stepping out and being out, not being afraid about having enough likes or getting validation from my peers lifted a huge weight over my shoulders. Not only that, I got to know that I don’t actually entirely hate my appearance through how I felt being out in public, with all the make up and nice clothes, without getting approval from my friends.
Today, a full day out and I didn’t get to share any of it with instagram yet I felt great and beautiful at the end of the day!
I guess this marks the start of a healthier relationship with self-gratification and appreciation! hehe