sail with me

soulmates cruising,

in sync with the waves.

so smooth you’d cave,

so magical you’d daze.

storing memories in crates,

preserving tender love for the long haul.

thank you for choosing to sail with me,

weathering through the storm with me,

making it through to the edge of the earth with me.

not today satan!! i decide who to love

Every night, I struggle in my sleep to decipher why you appear in my dreams.

Surely, you didn’t appear in my dreams with a purpose… right?

Oh god, I hope not.

It must be pure coincidence.

We are better friends. I like it this way.

For every dream I dream, feels like sin. It feels wrong because my mind and heart belongs to someone but my heart and soul yearns for you.

But I am careful.

For being with you in real life is too good to be true.

So I wrap up my wishes and feelings and store them at the back of my consciousness and pray that in the next life, maybe… just maybe… you might be mine.

we all need a bestfriend

It’s really nice to have your own person.

I think everyone needs that one person. That one person who knows almost everything in your life. That one person who knows how much you have grown through the years.

Not everyone has one. So if you have one, you’re extremely lucky.

That person is your go-to. No matter where you are on earth, no matter where you go, you know you’re not alone because there is someone there caring for you all the time. When you’re feeling high, sad or happy, you just want to let that person know because you know they’ll listen and understand.

Maybe you even have a sacred place you share with this person where you share the deepest and darkest secrets. This is the safe haven that the both of you decide to be the place of vulnerability. This is where you check on each other and grow together.

Not everything is perfect. Sometimes you fight, sometimes you take breaks from each other. But just like family and loved loves, they always come back.

There is a love between the both of you that you can’t explain. There is a mutual trust that no one can beat. This is the person you could not imagine how your life would turn out without that person going through hell with you.

This is all magic. God’s gift to us amidst all the chaos, to remind us that we are not alone.

But you know what’s even more magical? When you and the person you chose to be your “go-to person” chose you too.